Looking back is a fun way to fall.

Sometimes we so badly want to feel an emotion that we force ourselves to feel something, only to later realize that it was all just some sort of feeble attempt to break away from any cultivation of loneliness inside of us.

Some advice, don't do it. Stay lonely as long as you can, until you just can't live that way anymore. You are better off that way. You are better off lonely than jumping into murky waters with poisonous snakes and the like.

Dependence is poison. Poison is everywhere.

'Mutual' is a word that must exist but is still so hard to fathom at the same time. When I hear 'mutual', a picture of two objects and an interval comes to mind, as it should. But like many, when I hear 'mutual', I believe I should see two objects welded into one another. That is kind of a scary thought. Really.

Mutuality does not equal dependence. That is where people fuck up.
Mutuality is not mandatory.
Mutuality is just something nice to have, like a yard or a remote starter.

We are so so benign when we want what we need.
We are so ridiculously egocentrical. Yeah, egocentrical.